Monday, 9 December 2013

'Do you know where you're going?'

(Broadhempston Community Woodland - visit one 13.5.08)

I knew there would be a great view, the map told me that. And I didn’t need to study the woodland’s situation or the surrounding contours - the name ‘Beacon Hill’ and the ‘trig point’ symbol were enough.

Leaving Newton, Martin thought he knew the way: ‘Used to cycle out this way as a boy, mate!’ I kept the map open all the same. Then he was off, onto the supposed mystical history of Denbury.

But I, as a relic of another age (I have no car or mobile phone - and only started using a computer eighteen months ago, after a gap of twenty years) am dependent on others when I’m up against the limits of public transport.

Having made it to the Beacon car park (sx801 678) we followed paths created by tractor tracks, and my mind slipped back twenty-five years to a time when, in some trepidation, I used to take ancient vineyard tractors along scary slopes in the Gironde, thinking if I tip this, its primitive role bar will be of no use at all! And then a summit becomes visible - with a picnic table silhouetted on the horizon.

The view looks south and west - from Totnes and the Dart valley below, to a horizon dominated by the Moor. The occasional sound of a steam whistle from the South Devon Railway adding to the feeling that it is quite possible to reclaim value from the past; as a child I was fascinated by railways, as a teenage I walked most of Dartmoor, and as a young adult lived and worked on the land for a while.

The table provided a convenient place to lay-out the map and orientate myself to what I already knew to be true - from the web site, Google Earth and of course Verity herself.

We met in early 2007, when she witnessed me telling something of ‘my story‘ from the past twenty years, to a group of mental health workers - me trying to explain the nature of mental disorder from the inside, and how it should and should not be treated. Later, during a series of meetings, in which Verity needed all her charm to help a group of us put together a booklet on how patients from across the whole of health and social care could become more involved in their own care, she mentioned how her family owned a woodland which might just become the location for a ‘social enterprise’ - somewhere of practical use to people with all kinds of disability.

And now, because just Martin and I were there, and we’d been quite enough for long enough, my ears began to hear real sounds, and I thought again of a book I’d recently reread, first encountered when it was read aloud to us at school. A ‘green’ fable, before there was a Green movement. A story of a man who visits a place many times over fifty years, and witnesses another’s success in transforming a landscape.

‘But now all was changed, even the air. Instead of the rough and arid gusts that I had met with before, there was a soft and scented breeze. A sound like water drifted down from the heights: it was the wind in the forests.’  From Jean Giono’s, The Man Who Planted Trees.


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